我没有爱你的资格,只能承受默默想你的煎熬.英语怎么翻译

我没有爱你的资格,只能承受默默想你的煎熬：
I don't have the qualifications to love you， can only think of you silently.

think of
记起，想起；考虑；想像；关心
How do you think of your English?

你认为你的英语水平如何？
What do you think of your English?
你觉得你的 英语水平怎么样？
Think of it like this.
不妨这样想一想。
短语
think highly of 尊敬 ; 看得起 ; 高度评价 ; 看重
think highly of oneself 自以为了不起
think much of somebody 表示对某人评价很高
think best of 改变看法
think lightly of 轻视

I just don't deserve you and there is nothing I can do but suffering from the slience and endless missing.

I have no right to love you, thus , can only endure the suffering/harship of missing you.