跪求英文好的帮我把这段话精确翻译成英文啊，急等啊！！！！不要用在线翻译，那个我也会！

If God doesn't give it to me,
It will run away from my fingers
No matter how hard I clench my hands.
If God does give it to me,
I will have and keep it
Whether I accidentally drop it or not.

I couldn't get the things that i didn't deserve it, though i grapped hardly, while i'm able to keep it though i have missed it so many times when the God made up his mind to give it to me as a gift .
嗯 我是采用意译的手法翻译的，不过说实话，可能有它的英文原处，除非看到过，否则不可能
尽善尽美

Does not ascend the sky for me, regardless of how my ten figures do thread up, still disclosed; For me, regardless of how passes I to let slip, can have

The things God doesn't give me runs away though I make my fingers touch each other closely; the things God gives me will always be mine though I give up.

God does not give me, regardless of me ten refers to how closely, still leak; to me, no matter in the past, how I missed, will have (上天不给我的，无论我十指怎样紧扣，仍然走漏；给我的，无论过去我怎么失手，都会拥有)

上面那个人回复的，翻译过来是　：　上天没有给我..................不管如何通过我放弃，可以有。