dear Josh: I'm sorry to hear that you have some problems.I think you should talk with your parents.Though you disagree with them, but anyway, you have to believe that your parents love you.You should communicate with their parents and tell them what you think.And you can relax, listen to some music, swimming, or just hanging out with friends.You have to believe that you are the best, And I will always be you can talk. Best wishes yours Emma